Silence

Silence is the language God speaks.
And everything else
is a bad translation.

~Thomas Keating~

I so want to drown into innocense.
The innocense i once knew
but now
seems to be gone forever.



I know it's still there,
but am i able
to ever
find it back?



Maybe it's hiding from me,
because it doesn't
want to be found
by a person
like me.



Sometimes i am blinded
by the ugliness
in this world
while all i really want
is to see
feel
and smell
it's beauty.



I keep asking myself this same thing...
over and over again.



But no answer...



Someone...
take me for a walk
and talk to me
let me know
everything
will be alright
in the end.

(My words, except the first quote of course and pictures from here.)